I was lost but now am found

I just recently visited my blog. For the longest time since my last post it will soon be a year. Pretty much abandoning what I have started... My journey, the vision to inspire, the willingness to share. Last night an amazing thing happened. I was reconnected back to my Saviour. My inspiration, my friend, my companion.
I was browsing through youtube and listened to this very meaningful song "way sukod" (no measure) which kept repeating back on my mind. I listened to it twice and i felt something inside me. My emotions has heightened. Then I started listening to other inspirational songs, The prayer of Saint Francis as arranged by Ryan Cayabyab, The Power of Your Love by Don Moen, Kristo by Aegis and Maria by Basil Valdez. Tears started to flow, My emotions where at its peak that I felt the pain in my chest that I want to cry out loud. Then suddenly I realized how a prodigal son I have become. How very sinful my ways are. Things flashing right in front of me and a realization of what I have been doing. Yes, for the past year I was really Lost. Though I was in constant prayer and communication with God but I guess it might be due to compliance, out of nothing. Probably the reason why these prayers did not transcend into action. I was really bursting into tears as I ask for forgiveness, sincerely and humbly. I asked the Lord to come into my life again and take me as I am.
After the emotions has subsided, a thanksgiving prayer was said. I thank God that the realization is not yet late and that He has tapped me once again. Truly God works in wonders. Hence, later, in 5 hours, after i take my rest, i shall be going on a pilgrimage to the Diocesan shrine of St. Vincent Ferrer in Bogo City located far north from the Queen City of the South. I shall be lighting a candle and will be offering a mass as a Thanksgiving for all the blessings received despite the fact of everything that was. Yes I know I was lost and I acknowledge that but fortunately, now I have been found. Praise be to God.